broken like shattered glass,
i can still love u with all the lil pieces .
Friday, March 26, 2010
Hello Laila's Reader's,
Laila wont Criter padal today SITUATION,B'cauz of some Reason.
Today at school till after school ...... arggghh i just dont want to talk .
But Laila akan Tempuhi segala Dugaan da Cabaran tuhan berikan kpd Laila.
Laila ttp berSabar
Bubye Tuing!
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
Hello Laila's Reader's,
Today laila's in First moment of mood is Sad+Happy. Then at VERY Last moment, Laila's mood start to change again. Well this time i feel , PRESSURE+Sad+Horrible Terrible Sad+HAMPA. Let me criter abt i'm in what situation just now.
(I'm gonna skip the morning story)Today After school, kene jumpe [1 bdk NA][for those who know,what i'm talking about] kat luar skola. We waited for [1 bdk NA] kuar. Firstly yg kuar Rahim & Aton kuar dari gate, then baru MyBee & Friends kuar dari gate. Lastly dpt tahu [1 bdk NA] nieq tk kuar (Dont know whyy), and lastly dpt tahu MyBee darh settlekan semua problem turh yg sungguh Mengerikan. Bygkan org tak slh kene jumpe org yg nk jumpe kyter, last-last tk dtg (Owkayy??). Dpt tahu tak jdik jumpe, den Laila peh lagyk ? Jalan ers straight Tanpe tgk blakang and Laila punyer Girlfriends kejar laila kat dpn, All the Guys was at the back Back BACK skali .. Laila walk walk sampai kat Traffic and skali Noi nmpk laila nagis. She tahan me and i let go. Then kat dpn lagyk when dh sampai kat bus-stop 242 Bus 99 came wif suddenly and MyBee wanna go home fast. He shake my hands fast fast and i couldn't take it the LEAVE of him hurt me ALOT. He say to me that (Dont cry anymore (sapu away my Airmate) and he hold my hand and said i gtg .. and just like that *Click* byee went away. After he went away, i felt more and more SAD & PAINFUL moments on that time. I cried-cried-cried till my eyes like Burn. I shout-shout-and shout. I'm just TOO painful on that moment. Noi & friends try to persuade me. I manage to calm myself down by thier jokes, But MyHeart still in painful Moments bcauz of just now.
After that painful Cry, Noi,Aton,Sasao & Myself went to Jp, then tark jdik pergi, we went to Library. Sasao nark alek den we salam her. After salam her, Noi,Aton & Me went to one kedai at library itself. We eat ROTI PRATA KOSONG (:make it as 6 Roti Prata Kosong :) so we order also air. My Roti Prata and Noi Roti Prata sampai dulu. Kyter CHEKOP dulu uh ! den kyter tunggu Aton punyer lmbt sgt uh! den we waited Aton's Roti Prata not yet come come, so laila try ask and lastly she get the Roti Prata. After all that Noi & Aton antar laila balek sampai bus-stop 243W sambil ketawe. Noi nak tuuuuuuu den diyerh and Aton balek. As i was waiting for the bus, laila sempat pikirkan pasal tdik punyer incident and that incident kept remind me and i started to cried abit. Then saw bus 243W dtg, Laila WIPE away the TEARS that fall down my cheek. I took the bus and i remember again the incident. I kept thinking till i reached home. I on my comp and went for bathing and solat. After all that important things, laila feel like crying again. Laila went inside blik and started Crying till i asleep sampai 7.35. Bpk kejut solat magrib and i check my comp, saw MyBee & Sasao leave me a msg . I saw MyBee msg (he offline) and Sasao online and saw the msg. So i reply both of them msg. And now still thinking abt the Incident again again and again. I can easily get Stress nowadays. I just dont know what to do if i get Stress rather den doing (%^%$^$%^). Today is my Toughess days and moments. Thats all for today.
Take care ! bubyee Tuing !
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Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Hello Laila's Reader's :D
- First Talk
Today talk abit about this girl (on the above)(SORRY BLUR BLUR GAMBAR) well this girl name Uswatun Hasanah. Adek kpd Rainbow. Well i know this girl dah lame pon(: diyerh punyer ppm happy&funny. This pic i was at kedai PioneerMini. It was taken on (dont know?forget!!) tak per ! next please ...............
Sweet tark kyter ? XD
Next......
Heh!
Next........
Well i can intro to you wif this (left) & (right) of my BestFriends :)
Tapy in that pic darh tahu saperh .. so dont need to intro kays ? :D
Sweet BestFriends Photo !
- Second Talk
Today after school i meet Mr Subash.I was urgent that time cause (got something important to talk abt someone) after talk abt this person,i went outside and ask Nonoi,Bibi & Aton ask them weather they can accompany me went to MyBee's House.First katerh Noi,diyerh tk nark pi,Bibi anything,Aton plak nark ikot but depands on Noi punya decision. Noi say we went to Gekpoh and buy top-up card then we accompany eu (Laila) go to MyBee's House,then i was like "Yea?" happy because they take effort to accompany me.I feel PROUD to have them..Blablablabla okay next !
Then kiter walk walk till bus-stop 242 c2 and take bus 99 :D kat dlm bus plak KECOH .. kat luar Public lagyk kecoh ! Okay,criter kat dlm bus plak.. mmg lah law nmpk SIT confirm nark dudok..and well thats what happend.Masok bus>nmpk 2 SIT available>guess who sit ? yg dudok Aton & me(Laila) heh -.- (macam JAAKOON gytu) den dah dudok , Bibi plak ckp ngan Noi ade mooree SIT available kat blakang sanerh. Den Bibi nark dudok,diyerh ajak Noi dudok same ngan diyerh,BUT si Nonoi plak ajak aku skali..den si Aton nark dudok ngan aku.. alaa ..pendeq criter at last kyter semua dudok blakang same same tapi Laila ttp wif Aton, first Noi wif Bibi den tukar tmpt.Den we wait patience-ly till the tmpt kyter nak landed ...
Ching! darh sampai kyter straight away pi rumah Laila's Bee.Kyter naik tingkat **** and Aton go and take a Peak at the house and she saw "Rahim was locking ke aperh kat pintu".Laila tgk mmg BETOL! So peh lagyk NONOI,BIBI,ATON + LAILA CABOT NAIK ATAS TANGGE CPT (SEWEL SEYH KYTER -.-) den wait for Laila's Bee to come.Skali turh kyter tgk shiok shiok dudok "Rahim dtg and ask why we were here" and kyter ckp kyter tgh tunggu Mataer Laila and he say something i didnt hear so that much~ den kyter tunggu and tunggu Laila's mataer dah dtg (Panjangnya Umurnya) den laila went to him and this part CANT tell =X !! diyeorg kat atas bsing ajerk :P den MyBee nak tukar baju and tell hym *we wait for hym at PONDOK.He nodded wif agreement.Ape lagyk ! we go at pondok #*This part is PRIVACY*# onli ppl on that situation and scene knw it. Den Laila bingitsss & sedeyh wif Rahim because he told us something that makes our heart so THICK PAIN. Then bubual dgn Rahim pasal Aton problems and His problem.After that KECOH'ING Noi,Bibi & Aton wanna go home,before go home Aton say "Thank you" to me,and i reply it.So go home wif sepration.I tompang MyBee's Scrambler.Diyerh hantar den *PRIVACY* den balek. What a Tough day for me wif alot of problem concour surrond me. Tapi Laila ttp berSabar.
Okay gtg Update NEW soon ! Bubye Tuing!
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Hello Laila's Reader's
Today's school well abit @#$%^^& . I dont know why. But today okay okay _!_ LOL. I'm right here at school sitting inside the Computer Lab wif MyBee. We get Free Access for doing thing that teacher ask to do (As a Reward). Well everyone happy heree , playing games on thier own e.g (Counter Strike,Serving Maplesea website,viwawa?) dont care what they do , but they are happy HYPER! (: okay , onli this i can say, okay .. gtg .. Bubye Tuing!
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Hello Laila's Reader's ,
Today at school i dont talk much , nomally talk much ... Since i got fought wif Him,i dont talk much nowadays wif my kawan kawan lelaki ... cause i know i've got many Mistake towards Him. I dont want to do the SAME Mistake again just because of talking nor joking wif A or Some guy even do they are my Friends.I know MyGuy react when he is in Jealousing state. I dont want to Hurt him anymore .Today at school , play P.E wif lynda and kiki semua . Do the incline pull-up dgn lynda and kiki. Darh hbes buart , lynda and kiki main Badminton dgn Yuen Ling , Shi Qian , Leslie & Ivan . Abt baper minutes , Mr Kang (P.E teacher kyter ;D) suruh kyter buat sit-up. Laila the FIRST one to get in that mat and do it slowly , law buat cpt sgt , nnti perot cramp and easily to PANCIT "phewww"
so laila buat slowly & steady ~ and YES ! Laila tk baper penat sgt and get to do 30 (Padehal cikgu mmg suruh kene buat 30 sit up -.- ) After doing that %#$%#% sit-up , laila straight away sit down wif Auralina tgk Lynda,Kiki,Leslie,Yuen Ling & Ivan play Badminton. Den tgk tgk blablablabla kan ~ tgk kiki plak kecian , den laila try play Badminton dgn lynda. Well mcm biaserh , first starting mesti Main sorang vs dgn Leslie & Yuen Ling , not long before that , Laila dpt main . We play till bell rang. Den time Eng plak , (Mrs TAY) buat hal dgn laila. She said that laila talking padehal tak.. $#%#%^ punya cikgu! After eng , Science time i cry & cry remembering Memories / Kenangan when i'm wif him in happy days. I kept crying till i forget to do the Science Paper (but at last , i get to do and copy from kiki and teacher ans) den Laila dlm keSejuktan on that time (Macam tak leh agkts) den laila try to tahan abit more .. Den Recess TIME!!! Tapi laila tk mkn tdik , cause i dont have Appitite. After recess , we assem kat hall and raserh raserh nyer Pening,demam & terlalu stress , den jln jln sampai klas and ask teacher punya permission to went to Sick Bay. Den laila go and pi rest tilam tuh . To be Honest , i CANT even sleep on tat bed selagik tak fikirkan Rahman nor crying . Again & again i remembering the Memories / Kenangan wif him in that bed where i lying down. After that crying , i started to sleep well and wake up . Balek class dudok paling blakang where my bag i put . Den lynda dtg tell me something. I'm glad to hear that from her (: den everything went nomal till after school . After school just now , i went to one place that normally i & Him make the Memories / Kenangan . Some i walk to different path cause i want to make it FAST. When dah sampai kat WestGrove Pri paths , Laila can still imagine & feel the EVERY movement of Mine & His images. Laila walk and walk to the Same Paths that i & him usually walks D; Still feel it and started crying till Reach to that place. Though that he wouldnt come to this place again and meet me , but ! he Come and persuade me (cause laila was crying that part ,muker BURUK !!!!) and he persuade me and he ask for forgiveness , WAIT ! i told him that I'm the ONE who MUST ask for FORGIVENESS from Him. And i told everything what happend yesterday . He nooded for agreement. Den diyerh suruh laila tgk bende (nmpk Hilmi & alim main HIDE and SEEK -.-) but overall FUN ! den otw pi gekpoh , ternmpk abg Syak .. he follow us till DONT KNOW ? and after the melancong , MyBee go and antar laila . We need some privacy ( This part i can tell what we were doing ;) sorry ! its kinda fun ;) den EHEMM ! den we balek ;D den i tell everything abt just now to my Abg :) he just glad that i & him Back together again :)
Okay Den , I wanna eat ! Thank eu for reading :) Bubyee Tuing !
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Monday, March 22, 2010
Hello Laila's Reader's,
After listening to this song I Wont See You Tonight ,i feel like something has been missing/need/looking & love me till this years i went through~
This song I Wont See You Tonight inspired me ALOT ! I've touch by this song that he ask me to Hear this song.The Lyrics also Inspired and the lyrics make me TOUCH too.The meaning of this song is about a guy is Lonely&Hopeless . This guy is protecting the Loves Once from any blame he/she he care the most .
I listen again,Again & AGAIN. Its makes me Cry & more understanding towards HIM .Listen to this song makes me WEAK cause i know i have many wrongs doing towards him.Again and Again making more and more mistake.Again and Again i fell in LOVE wif this type of guy that inspire & LOVE me alot since Sec 1 .Again and Again i make my Guy Sad,Lonely&Cry everynight before he went to sleep .Even do i dont know what he do in his house,but i can Feel It.
If eu read this my Sayang,i bet eu no other guy can replaced eu.Cause i LOVE LOVE LOVE eu BOY! & dont think i have other guy xcept eu.Cause once is said it said.Once i Love eu,i Love u.Once saying this, NO TURNING BACK~
i just wanna say I LOVE/MISS eu RAHMAN
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Hello Laila's Reader's
Today morning macam biaserh , sebelum kuar telp MyBee and meet hym.
Well Today's event(Jurong Piont) turn out this
Laila kuar lepas telp MyBee and walk walk sampai kat
Then we walk walk,and tgk kat depan turh 1st gate bukak and side gate tak bukak! mcm #$%^&*@#$%% kan! oh nvr mind,skip tat..
So kyter terpakse pakai yg depan punye gate and we went in ..Miss Aishah tgh
like *click*
Den blablablablablabla...sekali laila dpt fever~den darh blablablablablablabla,this part i wanna cry..MyBee wanna straight away go home,but i just wanna ask,"How abt going to
I miss kapel wif rahman..and today laila tark salam rahman's hand D; Laila completely
Ermmm thats all,i wanna rest,i'm sick ryte now ~
Bubyeee Tuing !
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
Hello reader's AHHCHOOO !
well todays topic is Laila sickk~ it have been 3 days coughing and heartpain. Since i come back from indonesia..i felt ill and headeache. The .. *coughing* the... enviroment there was so TEROK ! even my brother cannot agkt it ~ Well regret going there but terpakse , nak buat mcm anerh .. i felt WEAK doing something .. every morning usually wake up wif fresh ... now .. wake up wif tat indonesia enviroment still inside my body~
Awww .. i wish someone send me a doc in my HOUSE ! Laila like cannot take it alreadi ~ i dont want to go doc .. but i the doc come to my place~ sick sick sick ... i wish my bee was here wif me when i was sick ...
Tats all for today's morning ;)
Bubyeee Tuing !
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Hello Reader's , today's topic abt who LAILA syg sorg dlm HATY laila buat selamanye
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LAILA kan kan , law darh ckp , Laila wont FADE AWAY tat feeling for tat guy all these years .. All these years i still LOVE HIM ~ I LOVE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN so MUCH wif him , From sec 1 in LOVE , waiting for his approached ... Sec 2 Waiting for his STD and YES! Sucess ! We two been togther since 26 FEB 2009 some on these months we BREAK up for STUPID reason , but at LAST , we TOGETHER ~ and tats me wanna CRY , cause i'm Thankful & HAPPY to be wif him again ~ and i dont want other guys surround my heart ~ myHeart only got one and myBee only got one~ oneHERT&oneGUY ~ i TRUELY LOVE him DAMN MUCH~ and i hope he LOVE me too Deep inside his HEART~ i just cant count the HAPPINESS and FUNIESS he have been giving me all these YEARS~ How HAPPIER i am HAVING him wif me all these YEARS~ i'm so BLESSED got SOULMATE like him~ i just want to say to him tat :
♥I LOVE MUHAMMAD NUR RAHMAN
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
hey Laila's readers !
today PE tyme aderh lurhh FUN ;D Laila , kiki & Lynda main badminton ... keke seyhhh ~ laila's TEAM lawan dgn Yuen ling (budak malaysia) nyerh TEAM .. well everything was FUN and HAPPY ... HYPER HAPPY ! Laila & friend asyik ketawe ajerk !
well kene ckp "five..five!! (hit the racket) each other" laws tark ckp tark sah !
Laila punyerh syg plak , SCORE 2 GOALS main BOLA .. Laila PROUD seyh ~
Nyahahahaaa...well because of diyerh scored 2 GOALS , Laila kasii diyerh tripple kishh ;D Laila proud seyh , ntaaahhh tatahu naper :)
Laila today happy dgn laila nyer syg .. and also laila punyerh fwends (: Laila ,
pourn aderhh sad sad chikit pasal one of Laila's fwend nark kene pergy before getting
the N Level result next yearr D; Laila sad sad ..
Laila try to calm myself down ... Laila akan RINDU diyerh PUNYA!
kk LAILA done heree~ next time yearhh
BUBYEEE TUING ;)
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