Hello safuraa punyaa reader's ,,
today ,, at school ,, safuraa stress sungguh ,,
ttng She and He ,,
Safuraa wondering ,, why must She look for me at thiss time ?
why not on THAT DAY when he FIRST lepaskn safuraa ? why ? why now ?
She said ,, smlm mlm till now crying ,,
but ? for me ? didnt She know anything abt me ? i'm sure of it ,,
I know She iis not AWARE of what happend di sebaliik kesenyuman safuraa ,,

If She wanna know ,, mayb ?
After he left me ,, my life getting better ,, but ,, sebenarnyer ape ?
isnt it sad ? i'm totally out of control ,,
but i tell myself ,, try calming urself ,, mengucap byk byk ,,
berdoa sebyk mungkin ,, insyallah everything will b alrite ,,
the more safuraa do'a ,, the more i kept crying and rase so so berdose ,,
why GOD keep testing me untill this level of cabaran ?

I've been crying missing safuraa nyer Arwah Ibu ,,
because ,, safuraa miss her ,, and if she could b here for safuraa ,,
mayb safuraa mampu untuk lalui semua ni ,, bcoz ?
bcoz ,, she give me encouragement that no one can give the way she give to me ,,
i hope and hope that SHE would always wiif me where'ever i go ,,
and after she left 12-11 years ,,
i kept having problem here and there ,, family problem ,,
friends problem ,, relationship problem ,,
what iis thiis ? i so so dont understand ,,

i'm the one who cry the most ,, [ SHE ]
is YOU ;;
Why ?! why ?! why ?
didnt euu have Heart to felt it that hurt of mine ?

hello safuraa nyer blogg reader's ^^
todayy ,, 7.oo+ meet lyndaa at tmpt biaser ,,
went to school mcm biaser ,,
saw Masleena ,, Kiki ,, Noi & Syahira ,,
mcm biaser laa ,, dh lame tk nmpk ,, kyter pon JIAKON ,,
so after the KECOYH ,, safuraa nark duduk and assemble ,,
when safuraa was walkiingg ,, safuraa look kat ex-bofie jap ,,
(to b truth ,, i miss his face ,, so safuraa tgk)
and he Look back at safuraa ,, and safuraa paiseyh ,, safuraa look at other place ,,
and safuraa was looking for Eng Newspaper for silent reading later ,,
and safuraa look diye skejap den den safuraa dont know he look back ke tak ,,
and safuraa kept talking to my friends and firasat saying and feeling tat he watching me ,,
from FAR ,,
and i ignored that firasat ,, cause safuraa know all that cant b true ,
safuraa ONLY gt this blogger to xpress my feelings to Him or to anyone too ,,
safuraa by talking will make things more harder ,,
so safuraa write here ,, the ONE and ONLY blogg furaa nark xpress ,,
Dear ,, my Ex -
i Cry bcos i Miss euu ,, i Cry bcos eu've GONE from my life ,, i Cry bcos eu've Changed Alot ,,
i Cry bcos euu turn my Life upside down again and went through the path that leads me to
[(Lonliness)] agaiin ,, i Cry bcos euu Change everything that had been happend all this while ,,
i Cry bcos euu've BREAK eu promises ,, i Cry bcos i always remember ur Smile towards me ,, i Cry bcos of Everything abt euu ,, & lastly ,, i CRY bcos i cant b wiif euu anymore Rahman ,,
i will ONCE let euu go went someone will take care of euu so CAREFULLY ,, bcos to me euu are
like PERMATE ,, once break ,, is break ,,
i've been always Dream abt euu Bads & Goods once ,,
everytime get a Dream abt euu ,, i CRY ,, why ?
i'm sure euu know the answer ,,
the more i forget abt euu ,, the more Miss keep coming towards me ,, why ?
i'm sorry ,, just xpressing my feeling that always kept disturbing me all the time :'(
dont bothered abt me anymore keas ? i'm fine wif it ,,
have a good time kea ,, ^^ :(
Aq HARUS relakan kau ,, walau aq tak mahu ,,

if euu are free do listen this song ,,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3U-D8gvd08
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ECjGcKNPdA&feature=related

hello safuraa reader's ,,
quiet LOONNG isn't it i didnt update the lastest news or ceriter ?
now ,, is the time ,,

around JUNE holiday ,, i went to Perlis ,, den KL ,, den JB ?
omg ,, the trip going to Perlis so tat loongg ,,
before going to Perlis ,, we ride our ownself transport till JB Univercity parking ,,
we park our cars ,, and abord the bus going to Perlis ,,
so MANY MANY things happend in the BUS ,, jokes around ,,
Laugh around ,, kecohh around too ! and Share around thier thoughts and things they bought from ,,
Masjid India ,, and Padang Besar ^^
alot of things they bought and my parents bought ,, my father bought baju's for my abg's
(branded plak tu ^.- )
my mum ,, bought for my adeq ,, baju ,, bought for me and bibik ,, Seluar panjang ,, ( name ta seluar
ALIBABATOK )
heheheheheh !!
its so long trip to Perlis ,, we went back to KL ,,
the trip going back to KL ,, is also so Loong ,, and safuraa sempat terbyg byg wajah diye ,,
fikir dan teringt kenangan balek ttg rahman ,,
some said ,, safuraa ppm bdh ,, some said ,, safura bkn ppm bdh ,,
knper safuraa maseyh sygkn org yg sudah menyakitkn hati safuraa ? persoalan ini tetap main di
minda safuraa hingga kini ,,
even ,, safuraa dlm bus cant stop terfikir-fikir ttg rahman ,, knper plak niq ?
hati saying ( daa laa safuraa ,, kaw harus kuat ,, kaw harus terime dugaan ini ,, diye dh lupekn kaw ,,
diye dh ade pengganti kaw ,, ape kaw nk buat skrg ? menangis untuk diye lagyk ? suda suda ,, lap tangisanmu safuraa ,, ) tpi ,, mate ttp mengalir airmate ,
Ya Tuhan ,, ape harus aq lakukan .. walau setahun pon ,, aq tk dpt untuk melupekan diye .. apakah ,,
ini slh aq ? apakah slh aq tidak menjage diye dgn betol ? its just HIM have the answer ,,
after the long trip dah sampai pon kt KL HOTEL ,,
sty one night at the hotel ^^ woooooo ! COOL sungguh !
the MAK CIK'S MAK CIK'S has been 2 and half days ketawe without stopping ,,
alaaa ,, mak cik ,, dh biase kn kn kn ? ^^
after going to KL ,, the next day alek JB Univercity and get back our cars and balek ,, CHIAU !
iss soooo tiringg day !!
JUNE HOLIDAY niq tk baper bored sgt ,, cause byk kuar masok kuar masok rumah ^^
yesterday  [21.06.10]
My bro and i send cik mai (mak cik) anak to the PASIR RIS ,,
he got camp thr ,,
having him around so FUN ,,
reach pasir ris ,, we went to macDONALS to eat HOTPANCAKES ! burger ,, sausage huhuhu *
aftr eating ,, send him ,, dudok skejap and went home wiff my bro ,,
such a FUN trip ^^ baru laa dpt rase kuar rumah ^^
okea ,, coming soon ,, [ 27.06.10 ] going to swimming ,,
wait till the news OUT !
bubye ! have a Nice Dayy ^^

Name▪ Lailatul Munawara Hamzah ♥
Age ▪ Sweet 16 years old ♥
Statue ▪ - ♥
Name Giliran ▪ Wara & Laila ♥
Currently studying ▪ PioneerSecondaySchool[wish to change school]

I'm the girl that have been Hurt by her Exboifie since 5 April 2010. Now still a Heartbroken person & i'll try to forget Him. Because he has My Replacement.
- I want something that can make me HAPPY
- I Have LOST hope for Him.
- Lastly jusst Sadd becozz oh Him