Hello Laila's Reader's,

Today laila's in First moment of mood is Sad+Happy. Then at VERY Last moment, Laila's mood start to change again. Well this time i feel , PRESSURE+Sad+Horrible Terrible Sad+HAMPA. Let me criter abt i'm in what situation just now.

(I'm gonna skip the morning story)Today After school, kene jumpe [1 bdk NA][for those who know,what i'm talking about]  kat luar skola. We waited for [1 bdk NA] kuar. Firstly yg kuar Rahim & Aton kuar dari gate, then baru MyBee & Friends kuar dari gate. Lastly dpt tahu [1 bdk NA] nieq tk kuar (Dont know whyy), and lastly dpt tahu MyBee darh settlekan semua problem turh yg sungguh Mengerikan. Bygkan org tak slh kene jumpe org yg nk jumpe kyter, last-last tk dtg (Owkayy??). Dpt tahu tak jdik jumpe, den Laila peh lagyk ? Jalan ers straight Tanpe tgk blakang and Laila punyer Girlfriends kejar laila kat dpn, All the Guys was at the back Back BACK skali .. Laila walk walk sampai kat Traffic and skali Noi nmpk laila nagis. She tahan me and i let go. Then kat dpn lagyk when dh sampai kat bus-stop 242 Bus 99 came wif suddenly and MyBee wanna go home fast. He shake my hands fast fast and i couldn't take it the LEAVE of him hurt me ALOT. He say to me that (Dont cry anymore (sapu away my Airmate) and he hold my hand and said i gtg .. and just like that *Click* byee went away. After he went away, i felt more and more SAD & PAINFUL moments on that time. I cried-cried-cried till my eyes like Burn. I shout-shout-and shout. I'm just TOO painful on that moment.  Noi & friends try to persuade me. I manage to calm myself down by thier jokes, But MyHeart still in painful Moments bcauz of just now.

After that painful Cry, Noi,Aton,Sasao & Myself went to Jp, then tark jdik pergi, we went to Library. Sasao nark alek den we salam her. After salam her, Noi,Aton & Me went to one kedai at library itself. We eat ROTI PRATA KOSONG (:make it as 6 Roti Prata Kosong :) so we order also air. My Roti Prata and Noi Roti Prata sampai dulu. Kyter CHEKOP dulu uh ! den kyter tunggu Aton punyer lmbt sgt uh! den we waited Aton's Roti Prata not yet come come, so laila try ask and lastly she get the Roti Prata. After all that Noi & Aton antar laila balek sampai bus-stop 243W sambil ketawe. Noi nak tuuuuuuu den diyerh and Aton balek. As i was waiting for the bus, laila sempat pikirkan pasal tdik punyer incident and that incident kept remind me and i started to cried abit. Then saw bus 243W dtg, Laila WIPE away the TEARS that fall down my cheek. I took the bus and i remember again the incident. I kept thinking till i reached home. I on my comp and went for bathing and solat. After all that important things, laila feel like crying again. Laila went inside blik and started Crying till i asleep sampai 7.35. Bpk kejut solat magrib and i check my comp, saw MyBee & Sasao leave me a msg . I saw MyBee msg (he offline) and Sasao online and saw the msg. So i reply both of them msg. And now still thinking abt the Incident again again and again. I can easily get Stress nowadays. I just dont know what to do if i get Stress rather den doing (%^%$^$%^). Today is my Toughess days and moments. Thats all for today.

Take care ! bubyee Tuing !

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