broken like shattered glass,
i can still love u with all the lil pieces .
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Hello safuraa punyaa reader's ,,
today ,, at school ,, safuraa stress sungguh ,,
ttng She and He ,,
Safuraa wondering ,, why must She look for me at thiss time ?
why not on THAT DAY when he FIRST lepaskn safuraa ? why ? why now ?
She said ,, smlm mlm till now crying ,,
but ? for me ? didnt She know anything abt me ? i'm sure of it ,,
I know She iis not
If She wanna know ,, mayb ?
After he left me ,, my life getting better ,, but ,, sebenarnyer ape ?
HANCUR & Impian safuraa selame niq TIDAK TERcapai ,,
isnt it sad ? i'm totally out of control ,, but i tell myself ,, try calming urself ,, mengucap byk byk ,,
berdoa sebyk mungkin ,, insyallah everything will b alrite ,,
the more safuraa do'a ,, the more i kept crying and rase so so berdose ,,
why GOD keep testing me untill this level of cabaran ?
I've been crying missing safuraa nyer Arwah Ibu ,,
because ,, safuraa miss her ,, and if she could b here for safuraa ,,
mayb safuraa mampu untuk lalui semua ni ,, bcoz ?
bcoz ,, she give me encouragement that no one can give the way she give to me ,,
i hope and hope that SHE would always wiif me where'ever i go ,,
and after she left 12-11 years ,,
i kept having problem here and there ,, family problem ,,
friends problem ,, relationship problem ,,
what iis thiis ? i so so dont understand ,,
i'm the one who cry the most ,, [ SHE ]
i'm sorri to say ,, but i've been Hurt by my X Lovers ,, and one of them ,,
is YOU ;;Why ?! why ?! why ?
didnt euu have Heart to felt it that hurt of mine ?
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see this pic above ?
i'm sure my eyes are red ,,
i've been crying bcoz of euu when i was wiif euu ,,
u've been hurting me SO much ,,
&
i've been Missing and feeling guilty towards euu too ,,
my X ,, what i've done to euu on that day ,, i REFLECT back ,,
euu think i didnt REFLECT back ?
i did tauu ,, sometimes safuraa also rase DOSE tauu ,,
and the next day ,, euu should realised ,, i want to apologise for what i've done to euu ,,
but ,, sometimes ,, euu just say ,, " ohkay ,, takper ,, i maafkn euu ,, "
but ur face looks like Maaf tanpa IKHLAS ,,
& can euu xplain that ?
and on the ,,
5 APRIL 2010 ,,
everything was MESS UP ,,
euu kept saying ,, " eyk jgn blg diye tau ,, jgn blg diye "
tought euu just playing try to PRANK me or what ,,
BUT WHAT ?
guess what i get from euu Rahman ?
contact perempuan sane sini ,, and suddenly ,,
i saw this name ;;
Bby Su [ i didnt wan say the full name , cause i know ltr tat girl paiseyh ,, ]
and Whats into that msg ?!
awww ,, syg syg ,,
if euu are planning to hurt me on that day ,,
CONGRATULATION !!
eue have been SUCCESSFUL hurting me ,,
Thank euu ,,
and euu xplain to me ,, why euu did thiis to me ,,
and what is the reason the sebalik ni semua ,,
and now ? we r noth ,,
Friend ? Best Friend ? Special Friend ?
we r not ,, bcos euu have hurt me ,, and mayb euu gave to me just [A]
i'm not gonna answer the Question that SomeONE have given me ,,
i'm gonna stay there and shut up for the rest of the questions ,,
dont say euu TOO CURIOUS to know the answer ,,
&
i'm gonna Keep to My-Self ,,
i'm sorri to SHE & YOU ,,
( Burst into TEARS )
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